start of prelims

OFFICIAL START OF PRELIMS-

im speechless. TOTALLY. i have totally NO confidence in my english and chemistry practical was ALL SCREWED UP.

which girl in the freaking mind would spoil her burette during such an impt practical.

YES ME. ME and MORE ME.

okay. i admit i saw the burette was slanted but i tot it was okay. =/ i have no idea why i think it was okay also. hahahaha. but seriously, when i was doing the thermometric titration, it all went SO SO SO SO wrong.

the burette end just CAME OFFF. like WTF. =/

i had to redo the WHOLE exp like 2 times(not the mixture ONLY but the WHOLe thing). because i noe my answer were wrong. =.=. growls. i let the nervousness control me AGAIN. AHHH. how could i. in the end, i wasted like 45 minutes redoing and redoing AND redoing the WHOLe experiment and it was still wrong. so, i obviously moved to qualitative analysis knowing that surely i wasn't in the right state, calm mind to do the experiment. SO. i rushed through it w/o thinking logically..

AH. my whole chem practical was CRAP. YES C-R-A-P.

ms tay came in to inform us we had 25 mins left and guess wat i still have left?

1. the last two test for qa
2. the whole identifying portion
3. the extension question
4. and 4 re-titration experiment
5. including the mathematical calculations of the titration.

was i full of crap or wat. logically i would have break down and cried being emotionally unstable. but it suddenly strike me that whether i go to jc or not may depend on my prac. so i just told myself to do. die die also must finished. and i really did.

wow. lol. i myself cannot believe it. hahaha. okay. i used alot of Q, R and P until the lab assistance were probably thinking wth this girl was doing. LOL. i even had to borrow from crystal and joce lee la. hahaha. =/

actually, i have to confess i felt like giving up. i even felt like asking joce lee, the person beside me to allow me to see her readings. i actually felt like copying. not trying to boast or anything, i just felt it wasn't right. this is MY prac. i have to face the consequences. why should i use her. haha. oh well. at least i didn't.(:

well, my QA was crap but i noe my titration answer were pretty close. yay-ness. hahaha.

seriously, check apparatus like CRAZY! slanted ask. abit defect CHANGE. dun be like me la. haahah.

next time, during o levels im sure i will complete the WHOLE prac even before time. hahaha. and i really wonder how some ppl cant finished doing the whole prac. =/

should i consider going to the docs to buy calming medicine? seriously. i wonder if i really need it=/

oh. and not forgetting to mention

eve is CAO ahlian

crystal is CAO CAO CAO ahlian(: lol. singtel suddenly dun like my phone dun wan to let me recieve her sms she called me and say. "A. WHY NEVER REPLY MY MESSAGE?" as though i owe her my life or seomthing. LOL. but now den i noe she's pretty nice. LOL. letting me take her her ear sticks and saying pop! which seems to be veri interesting to me cuz im not allowed to have ear holes. LOL. (x

i never believe in wat i couldn't see.